Just Like A Pill

Run just as fast as I can 
To the middle of nowhere 
To the middle of my frustrated fears 
And I swear you're just like a pill 
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me 
ill 
You keep makin' me ill 

Ok, explaining for a moment, just don't even try to question my logic! xD

Soo, this song inspired me to draw this.
I'm going to take a break with drawing Xenos. I still love them etc, but I want to focus on a lot of other things to draw, and I really hate my ''style'' for Xenos, so I'll stop drawing them, and back to drwaing them after some months( 2-3 if I stand it haha. x'D ) I'll be ''fresh'' after this break.
  This song fits here, because Xenos always made me feel great, and I loved drawing them (i still do. ) But failing almost every drawing with them made me feel really disappointed. When I draw them I should feel better, good etc, but I feel bad. (ill)
  And another thing, the most of those problems were with Ren. Them made me don't like him. T.T So yeach, I definitley need this break.
However, exceptionally, there he looks good. xD 

So, who is this little kitty? It's my fursona Oktavian. *derp* She (yes, she xD) will replace my xenosona Khana for this break, but I will probably use her longer anyway. xD

_{Most of my failed drawings are not on dA, so you all don't know which are they.}

Ren, Oktavian, Art (c) Me
_{Texture is not mine}

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